Reviewing the past trying to get ssl website

long time I used to lead this blog. So many things have changed, I really wanted to get website with SSL , namecheap offered me shared histing package for 23$ but I looked up us not resonable website is nit going to be on rhe web becayse shated hosting means sharing my ip number where dimain is posted like 225.342.321.002 with other users it means website is nit going to be on the web, I hear blogger offer ssl but i don't see it I can't even post pictures, is just like porkbun.com static hosting, but lately even porkbun rejected me. Really wanted my page with pictures and videos I build http://sabitriswellness.org but no one can see it. I wonder who can help me woth SSL, I used to host on fatcow I bought SSL there for 2 years later they charged me 250$ for ssl for a year now they moved website I still have something on the web https://adrinolanecom.fatcow.com